Living on West Tulsa Time

My Dreams Dashed AGAIN

I just found out that despite the IRS saying Eddie's back taxes were paid in full last year, he still owes them $6300 for 1995. He was still married to that cow then and she owes half of this money. We've been paying these back tax years off for 7 years. I'm just so sick of it. I need a full time job. It has been suggested that Eddie pick up a 2nd job. Eddie can't make more money with a 2nd job than I can with a daytime one. The boys can't survive without him. I am not going to let him work 12-14 hours a day with no health insurance when I can get insurance and pay for daycare and still bring home what a 2nd job would. I just wanted to stay home and do nothing like his ex wife did/does. OOOOO I hate her. I've put off my education, my plans and the boy's stability for that bitch for so long. It's been 7 years when will I get what I want? When is it my turn? If it were my child support I wouldn't be this upset. These garnishments and liens have kept me from paying my chid support. I haven't put anything aside for Jeffy's education or his adulthood.

Today I'm 34. The baby is crying himself to sleep and it's so hard to let him make this transistion. I want his life to be so much better. I know that means he needs great amounts of quality time with us, like G-man had. I even thought of having another baby to give us a bigger tax return next year. But I know it might kill me and I'm spread too thin as it is. I guess I'm going to have to rescue him from his bed instead of sitting here feeling guilty.

posted by Debbysewn @ 1:24 PM