Saturday, May 07, 2005

My poor babies

I had a meltdown yesterday. Eddie was late. The kids and I are sick. He didn’t bother to call me to tell me where he was. I hate having to call and say, “where are you?” He thought that I knew. Well the truth is that I just can’t keep everything I need to remember straight. It’s rough to have one break in the routine every two weeks. My need for routine is overpowering lately. But I have been overly stressed about this house sale and looking for a job. I also found out that there is someone using my identity. I apply for jobs only to find she has applied too using my new job history. Or they run a background check on my name and find her DUI. So I have to invest in a couple of OSBI reports. We’re dead broke and I need to get these things done to get the great job I wanted. I’m going to be sick.

The kids are getting the worst of me and I hate myself for it.

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