nightmares
Eddie did a great thing, I will swear that until my dying day. He could never have know how one phone call can rip open old wounds. He does know how these things fester in my mind. He saw it when I was pregnant with G-man. Jeff had cut us off back then and I mainly slept out of shear emotional exhaustion. I worried about Jeffy and I worried about G-man. I found the letter I wrote just before G-man was born. Telling Jeff to give me an address of where to send money. He never answered. I lost all hope. Then we moved and the worry was on....I've had so many losses. I'm going to get upset again. So if I focus on the good stuff like he's still in school and still alive then I can make it through the night.
Say my prayers and go to sleep? not likely to happen.
posted by Debbysewn @ 10:05 PM
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