Living on West Tulsa Time

I'm feeling so lost

I told my pastor that I always felt that God had my back. Then an hour later I was screaming "why doesn't anyone listen to me" Okay, so the 4 year old doesn't have the best comprehension of everything I say. But still I think his brain is in upside down. I told him don't put that straw in his mouth and it goes right in there. ickkkkkkkkk. The cat had been chewing on it. Then I focus on the rules I set that aren't followed. The biggest one was the cat doesn't come in to play unless the livingroom has been cleaned and all the toys are put away and the dishes are in the sink. There's no chance the kids will put stuff in their mouths after the cat has chewed it if it's not there to be chewed on. I snuck off to have one bubble bath in the first 6 months we have been here.

I'm so stressed out. Sometimes going to church eases the stress. Today it did not. It gave me a few tools and ideas but I have so many questions that I just can't find answers for.

posted by Debbysewn @ 2:40 PM