Living on West Tulsa Time

I'm so dissappointed

I missed a call on my cell phone from a local but unfamiliar cell phone number. Since Eddie made contact with Jeffy last week my heart swelled with hope. This morning I recieved another call from the same number. I answered it and obviously the caller thought I was someone else of the same name. It was our old realtor. I told her who I was and that we had bought a house through our old property manager. She was apologetic and quickly disconnected. She's as abusive as Jeff so I'm lucky to come out unscathed.

Now I feel let down. I'm not keeping to my agreements, today. I'm so tired and not breathing well. I'm sure that my lingering illness is complicated by my depression. It's stifling. I can't communicate or think straight. Some day soon I'll be back on track. I think I'll turn the boys out after naptime. I'll have to move the ashes bucket but other than that I think the boys will be safe and have fun.

I'm going to check in at Chit Chat Corner now.

posted by Debbysewn @ 9:23 AM